Lost my friend

Lost
the beast uncoiled
my friend
Lost
I took back my things
my friend
Lost
My heart stayed captive
never asked to wait, it waited
asked to leave, it stayed
my friend
Lost
I didn't understand
my friend
Lost
Pain is not conveyed easily in text
My own pain eclipsed the words I read
I wasn't playing
I opened fully
and fully hurt now
I couldn't wait more
I wasn't understanding
my friend
Lost
my friend